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Dec. 6th, 2010 | 01:04 pm

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My journal is friends only. Real life drama, squee about anything and everything and music are all friends only now. Its mostly because people are bitches and need a forehead slap and I don't have the time and energy to give it to the people deserving of it.
For those wanting to read my fics or after my fanmixes head over to bucket_fics.

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Friends Cut

Jul. 29th, 2008 | 09:55 am
music: Theres No Sympathy For The Dead - Escape The Fate

I've just done a friends cut.
With me going MIA every 2 seconds, I'm having trouble keeping up with my flist but it's nothing personal, we were probably just not talking or you never posted, let alone reply to my comments.

For those who have only been sticking around for the music posts from now on I'll be posting them to my comm, bucket_fics,so go and Join or Watch the comm.

If I cut you and you think its a mistake or you want to hang around comment me here.

ETA: For those who are just here for the music post and I didn't defriend, feel free to defriend. And those who are cut please remove me from your list too.
Thank you.

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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Mar. 29th, 2008 | 08:44 pm
mood: drunk
music: High Voltage - AC/DC

I'm this close *shows space with fingers* to be drunk and I like it.
So bring ont he shots I say.

mmmmm tequila!!!

*goes back to drinking anfd listening to aC/DC*

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Music is like making love to your ears

Mar. 10th, 2008 | 12:28 pm
mood: restless
music: I'll Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab


Okay guys here is my 'Classic Rock' themed upload. The majority of it is AC/DC since I've uploaded every album I own but there is also others like Metallica, CCR, Divinyls and more.
And will have noticed that I've listed some uploads as 'Artist Mixes' which means they are just random songs that I own and I've put them into a single file.
And I've also uploaded 'Me First And The Gimme Gimmes' and I know they are not classic rock but I had it uploaded anyway so I thought why not.

Next theme will be more punk/emo/rock/screamo stuff including Flyleaf, SOAD, Linkin Park and heaps of others.
And as usual comment if you take and enjoy guys!

Albums


AC/DC
Back In Black

Blow Up Your Video

Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap

Flick The Switch

Fly On The Wall

For Those About To Rock

High Voltage

Highway To Hell

If You Want Blood (You Got It)

Powerage

Razors Edge

Stiff Upper Lip

T.N.T

Who Made Who


Others:

Albums/Artist Mixes

The Divinyls - Greatest Hits

Me First And The Gimme Gimmes - Take A Break
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Def Lephard - Hysteria

Metallica - And Justic For All

Bad Company Mix
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Boston Mx
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Creedence Clearwater Revival (CCR) Mix
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Singles

Rolling Stones - Angie

The Commitments -Take Me To The River

Blondie - Heart Of Glass

Kansas - Carry On My Wayward Son

The Black Crows - Hard To Handle

4 Non Blondes - What's Going On

Alannah Myles - Still Got This Thing

Celine Dion & Anastacia - You Shook Me All Night Long (AC/DC Cover Live)

Extreme - More Then Words

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Stuck In A Moment You Can't Get Out Of

Jan. 10th, 2008 | 10:54 pm
music: So I Need You [Acoustic] - 3 Doors Down

Title: Stuck In A Moment You Can't Get Out Of.
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Warnings: Implied rape and alcohol abuse, attempted suicide.
Words: 350
Disclaimer: This is all fake, never happened and never meant to insult anyone.

A/N: Sequel to: The Final Straw , need to read this to understand it all.
Title stolen from U2.

Jensens POV



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Let The Flames Begin Jared/Jensen NC-17

Dec. 12th, 2007 | 04:39 pm
music: CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

 genTitle: Let The Flames Begin
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Losing control is hard but keeping it is harder.
Disclaimer:  If you think any of this is real I have a number for a excellent therapist that can help you through your issues.
Beta: dare_to_dream06   Cookies and cake for you my dear.  *hugs* I fiddled with it after so any mistakes are mine and mine alone.
A/N: First real porny fic that isn't a drabble. So con/crit welcome




 
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The Final Straw

Nov. 30th, 2007 | 01:46 pm
music: Just A Song About Ping Pong - Operator Please

Title: The Final Straw
Rating: R
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Warning: Implied non-con and physical abuse between pairing, Alcohol addiction.
Disclaimer: This is all fake, never happened and never meant to insult anyone.


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Where I Stood

Nov. 28th, 2007 | 02:27 pm
music: One Minute - Kelly Clarkson

Title: Where I stood
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, Jared/OFC
Rating: PG 13
Summary: What do you do when you love someone too much?
Warnings: Angst, cheating.
Disclaimer: If you think it's real you need to get your head read.



 
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You Found Me Verse Fic Mix

Nov. 28th, 2007 | 12:32 pm
music: Hide And Seek - Ben Mackenzie

YouFoundMe!Verse Fic Mix
Pairing:
Jensen/Jared and others.
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Chapters: Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Interlude - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 + Epilogue 



YouFoundMe!Verse Fic Mix

It's my first ever fic mix so if there are any problems let me know.
<3

TRACK LISTING
1. Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson
2. Bring Me To Life - Evanesence
3. Hole - Kelly Clarkson
4. Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park
5. Scar - Missy Higgins
6. Peices Of You - Jewel
7. Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne
8. Numb - Linkin Park
9. Mouth Shut - The Veronicas
10. Nightmare - Mest
11. Haunted - Evanesence
12. Songbird - Bernard Fanning
13. Lost And Found - Kasey Chambers
14. I Hate My Self For Losing You - Kelly Clarkson
15. Don't  - Jewel
16. Last Resort - Papa Roach
17. Knocking On Heavens Door - Avril Lavigne
18. Coming Clean - Hilary Duff
19. I'll Take Care Of You - Dixie Chicks
20. Build You Up - Nelly Furtado
21. Cowboy Take Me Away - Dixie Chicks
22. Don't Give Up - Shannon Noll & Natalie Bassingthwaite
23. Down To The River - Bernard Fanning
24. Try - Nelly Furtado
25. You Found Me - Kelly Clarkson
26. Morning Song - Jewel
27. Umbrella - Rihanna
28 Bonus Track - Hallelujah - Imogen Heap

 

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standard lines.

Nov. 21st, 2007 | 03:11 pm
music: Standard Lines - Dashboard Confesional

Title: Standard Lines.
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, Jensen/Danneel, Jared/Sandy.
Words:  421
Summary:  Jared fucks and Jensen loves.
Warning:  AU, Angst, one sided j2.
Disclaimer: Not real, all fake. If you thnk it is I advise you to get your head checked.
A/N No beta because I'm lazy.

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You Found Me - YouFoundMe!Verse Chapter 7/7 + Epilogue

Nov. 20th, 2007 | 10:18 pm
music: You Found Me - Kelly Clarkson

Title: You found Me
Author: rupie88   
Pairing:
Jensen/Jared and others.
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Warning: I would say graphic Suicide attempt, emotional abuse, swearing, mentions of past physical violence and schmoop.
Rating:  PG 13 for this chapter.
Disclaimer: Its all lies people
Beta: Thanks to deanbear25    for the incredible beta work, I'm pretty sure I didn't make the job easy. *hugs* And I fiddled with this chapter after so any mistakes are my own.
A/N Title stolen from Kelly Clarkson, obviously.
Thank you to every one that has commented and read this fic. You guys are awesome and I'm sad this is the last part.

Previous: Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Interlude - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5  -  Chapter 6


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Dont Give Up - YouFoundMe!Verse - Chapter 6/7

Nov. 17th, 2007 | 10:52 pm
music: Don't Give Up - Shannon Noll & Natalie Bassingthwaite



Title: Don't Give Up
Author: c_ntbucket 
Pairing:
Jensen/Jared and others.
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Warning: I would say graphic Suicide attempt, emotional abuse, swearing, mentions of past physical violence and schmoop.
Rating:  PG 13 for this chapter.
Disclaimer: Its all lies people
Beta: Thanks to deanbear25</lj> for the incredible beta work, I'm pretty sure I didn't make the job easy. *hugs* And I fiddled with this chapter after so any mistakes are my own.
A/N Title stolen from

Previous: Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Interlude - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 


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Coming Clean - YouFoundMe!Verse - Chapter 5/7

Nov. 15th, 2007 | 01:59 pm
music: Coming Clean - Hilary Duff

Title: Coming Clean
Author: c_ntbucket
Pairing:
Jensen/Jared and others.
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Warning: I would say graphic Suicide attempt, emotional abuse, swearing, mentions of past physical violence and schmoop.
Rating: MA 15 for this chapter.
Disclaimer: Its all lies people
Beta: Thanks to deanbear25 for the incredible beta work, I'm pretty sure I didn't make the job easy. *hugs* And I fiddled with this chapter after so any mistakes are my own.
A/N Title obviously stolen from Hilary Duff (Yes I realise how sad that is LOL)  
This chapter contains aftermath of the suicide attempt and mentions physical and emotionl abuse.

Previous: Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Interlude - Chapter 4

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Last Resort - YouFoundMe!Verse - Chapter 4/7

Nov. 14th, 2007 | 02:15 pm
music: Last Resort - Papa Roach

Title: Last Resort
Author: c_ntbucket</lj>
Pairing:
Jensen/Jared and others.
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Warning: I would say graphic Suicide attempt, emotional abuse, swearing, mentions of past physical violence and schmoop.
Rating: Pg - 13 for this chapter.
Disclaimer: Its all lies people
Beta: Thanks to incompletework2</lj> for the incredible beta work, I'm pretty sure I didn't make the job easy. *hugs*
A/N Title obviously stolen from Papa Roach. This chapter contains suicide attempt.

Previous: Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Interlude - Chapter 4


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Lost And Found, YouFoundMe!Verse, Chapter 3/7

Nov. 11th, 2007 | 05:15 pm
music: Lost And Found - Kasey Chambers

Title: Lost And Found
Author: c_ntbucket
Pairing: Jensen/Jared and others.
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Warning: I would say graphic Suicide attempt, emotional abuse, swearing, mentions of past physical violence and schmoop.
Rating: Pg - 13 for this chapter.
Disclaimer: Its all lies people
Beta: Thanks to incompletework2</lj>for the incredible beta work, I'm pretty sure I didn't make the job easy. *hugs*
A/N Title obviously stolen from Kasey Chambers.

Previous: Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Interlude


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Nightmare YouFoundMe!Verse - Interlude

Nov. 9th, 2007 | 08:24 am
music: Nightmare - Mest

www.goTitle: Nightmare (Interlude)
Author: rupie88      
Pairing: Jensen/Jared and others.
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Warning: I would say graphic Suicide attempt, emotional abuse, swearing, mentions of past physical violence and schmoop.
Rating: Pg - 13 for this chapter.
Disclaimer: Its all lies people
A/N Title obviously stolen from Mest.
Previous: Chapter 1     Chapter 2


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Fear Of The Broken Hearted - Chad/Sophia

Nov. 8th, 2007 | 12:08 pm
music: Hide And Seek - Imogen Heap

Title: Fear Of The Broken Hearted.
Author: rupie88 
Pairing: Chad/Sophia
Summary: AU Chad's been broken
Words: 2064
Warning: Het (obviously) Schmoop and a bit of angst. Hurt/comfort 
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer:  Not real, hence its a Alternate Universe.
A/N: First time I've ever written het or Chad/Sophia.

 
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Nobody's Home - YouFoundMe!Verse Chapter 2/7

Nov. 6th, 2007 | 10:17 pm
music: Sexy Back (Remix) - Justin Timberlake

 Title: Nobody's Home
Author:rupie88      
Pairing: Jensen/Jared and others.
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Warning: I would say graphic Suicide attempt, emotional abuse, swearing, mentions of past physical violence and schmoop.
Rating: Pg - 13 for this chapter.
Disclaimer: Its all lies people
Beta: Thanks toincompletework2</lj>   for the incredible beta work, I'm pretty sure I didn't make the job easy. *hugs*
A/N Title obviously stolen from Avril Lavigne. This chapter involves attemped boy kissing.

Previous:  Chapter 1
 
 

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Because Of You - YouFoundMe!Verse Chapter 1/7

Nov. 3rd, 2007 | 05:10 pm
music: Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson

Title: Because Of You
Author:rupie88   
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Verse: YouFoundMe!Verse
Summary: Jared's had it tough and its even tougher out on his own, especially when you carry a few emotional scars from your past.
Warning: I would say graphic Suicide attempt, emotional abuse, swearing, mentions of past physical violence. and schmoop.
Rating: Pg - 13 for this chapter.
Disclaimer: Its all lies people
Beta: Thanks toincompletework2    for the incredible beta work, I'm pretty sure I didn't make the job easy. *hugs*
A/N Title obviously stolen from Kelly Clarkson.

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Home Is Where The Heart Is Chapter 10/10

Oct. 24th, 2007 | 12:07 am
music: She Is - The Fray

Title: Home Is Where The Heart Is Part 10/10
</b></a>Author: the_muso</span>What a bloody legend!! You have done a fantastic job so thank you so much <3
And special mention to timdvosk 
for writing the porn in this chapter. Much love and hugs go to you darl!!!! <3

Previous Chapters:

Chapter 1

Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9


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Jensen/Jared, Drabble

Oct. 16th, 2007 | 09:44 pm
music: Touch Too Much - AC/DC

Title:Got A Touch, A Touch Too Much    
Jensen/Jared.
Drabble, 138 words
Rated: R
A/N. First ever drabble and anything porn related. And first time writing in this tense and no beta cos I'm impatient. :D
Title stolen from Touch Too Much by AC/DC


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This Is What Happens When Jared Doesn't Listen To Jensen.

Oct. 12th, 2007 | 12:08 am
music: Taking the Long Way - Dixie Chicks

Title:This Is What Happens When Jared Doesn't Listen To Jensen.
Author:c_ntbucket           
Paring:j2 Established Relationship.
Rating:PG
Warning: Mentions of vomit??
Disclaimer: They do not belong to me and its not meant to offend anybody.
Summary: Jared is supposed to be picking Jensen up at seven but its seven-forty when Jensen's pulls into Jared's drive and it looks like no ones home.

 

 

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Lost And Running (Somewhere I Lay Down My Arms)

Sep. 20th, 2007 | 09:17 am
music: Lost And Running - Powderfinger

Title: Lost And Running(Somewhere I Lay Down My Arms)
Author:rupie88   
Pairing:Jensen/Jared
Summary: Jared and his son Matty, have been running all their lives but when Matty  starts at his new Day Care Center they meet someone who can change it all.
Words: 5214
Beta: The fabulous deanbear25    who did an awesome job, any mistakes are mine.
Warning: Sandy is a bitch,Chad is an ass, boy kissing
Rating: PG 15
Disclaimer:As far as I know Jared is not gay and doesn't have a kid while Jensen does not work in a Day Care Center. So I would this is all fiction people.
A/N This is my first lengthy fic.
Title stolen from Powderfinger song 'Lost And Running.


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Check Em Out!!

Sep. 10th, 2007 | 09:03 pm
music: Freak - Silverchair

 Some fic rec'ing cos they deserve it and i absolutely adore these fics.

Mpreg!Dean
- Est. Relationship
It's all about family by sexytexanjra 
Wonderfully written fic and also first written fanfiction. I was also disappointed when i found out that somebody had placed it on their 'badfic' list. Not only is that rude and hurtful, it may encourage people no to write. A 'badfic' list is not called for. Its 2 chapters long and i really enjoyed it.

Also by the same author
Genderswap!Dean - Est. Relationship
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
Three chapters so far and it's a WIP. I'm not a real huge fan of genderswap but i throughly enjoyed reading all three chapters and am looking forward to more.

Angst, hurt/comfort, first-time, adventure, drama!Sam/Dean

To Honour Losses by farleigh 
I adore this fic so much and look forward to every update. A job leads to the boys joining the US Coastguard which was what profession Dean would choose if he didn't have to work in the family business. Its a beautiful fic that has plenty of boys going all domestic which is one of my favorite things for the boys to do lol. I do believe its a WIP but each chapter is so worth the wait but its not that long really.

Drama, romance!Sam/Dean
Soul Snatcher by dying_sacrifice
I missed the first chapter and only just caught on. 2 chapters posted so far and  I'm loving it. Definitely one to keep an eye for it. Dean and Sam have a massive argument where the boys go there separate ways but meet up again when Dean has a problem.
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To Wash Away The Old And Start Fresh.

Aug. 22nd, 2007 | 11:39 am
music: Hot - Avril Lavigne

Title:To Wash Away The Old And Start Fresh.
Author:c_ntbucket 
Pairing:Jensen/Jared
Rating: PG
Warning:None
Disclaimer: Not mine 'blah blah blah' never meant to offend.


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